you're a mystery yourself

Saturday, May 23, 2009

1:13 AM

my heart is taken.
and therefore i can't accept anymore.
argh. sorry if i'm a heartbreaker.

&the beauty.

1:10 PM

can someone tell me why am i feeling so tired and lazy these few days.
once i wake up, i feel like sleeping. am i turning into a sloth? aaaahhhh!

anyway, i think i'm being cruel to my body. i work each day and night like clockwork. i've been catching up with my friends, working, going for lessons and courses. and tmr i have to conduct another course again at hillgrove sec. presentation skills. and i have to do up some school's pri 6 leadership camp slides and handouts by tonight. this is killing me. i swear. plus i need to practise my piano, my new piano teacher isn't exactly very patient, she made me repeat the same line for close to 20 times? her expectations for me are higher than mine towards myself. she said i have the fire. yar if the fire dies out? good game.

i can hardly even open my eyes now even though its only 1pm. and i still have a whole day worth of activities; basketball and then movie. i wanna sleep sleep sleep. i'm really becoming a sloth. crap.

why am i ranting so much.

&the beauty.

9:32 AM

was woken up early today by zhen de lame person.
well, havent had much sleep for the past few nights cos there was a few things on my minds that keeps me thinking.

yesterday. went for a good climb with yanpeng, nat and kaili. its been ages since i last climbed and my standard has dropped quite alot. and now i have aching fingers, limb and body. ahhhhh!
oh and i realised, i haven't really blogged properly since the 13 of march?

as some may ask, how are my holidays going so far? hmmmm, it is good? or well, satisfying at least for myself. Well, i'm not like any others, fervently looking for a job. my aim for this 3 months break is to do as much of the things that i wanna do and not able to do when school starts. as i believe that earning money is not about everything, but as long as i have enough to pull me through my courses and my daily expenses, its enough. why work so much when u have a lifetime more to work even harder and may not even have the time to do whatever u wanna do. so, my advice, chill and enjoy your youth. wheee. =)

and as my friends may know, i'm single but not available. well, not that i'm shutting my doors close, but rather, i'm sitting back, looking from a greater perspective, learning the hard lessons from my past few relationships. well, i don't believe rushing into anything, especially relationships. we have all the time in the world, if its really meant to be, it will eventually be. and i have to admit, despite everything, i'm in love again.

okay, i'll end here, got to go for my swim! =D

we'll meet once again, pretty soon.
goodbye world.

&the beauty.

11:02 AM

i slept at 4am, woke up at 8am.
it was too too cold, i almost turned into a block of ice.

&the beauty.