you're a mystery yourself

Friday, June 23, 2006

11:53 PM

lalalala. damn. school's reopening like soon in a few days time. crap. feeling ambivalent about it. on one hand, i still want my holidays! why is it ending so quick. its like yesterday was just the start of the holidays and tmr, im going back to school kinda thing. its too fast for my liking. on the other hand, i get to see my friends. yepp.

my gum is aching, my stomach hurts. i just dont know whats wrong with me? woke up this morning with all this pain and gonna sleep with it again tonight. i hope it'll disppear while i sleep tonight. go away pain. u made me suffer for the whole of today.

"To the world, you might be one person, but to me you are the world."

dont know where i've seen this phrase. but i love it.

to me, you are the world!!

i dont wanna go to school. but what to do?

princess_me*

&the beauty.

9:09 PM

my piece of heaven.

It wasn't that I got lost,

so that you would worry

I just didn't have a place to return to..

The dance of water puddles..

The sound of the rain on the window..

&the beauty.

10:43 PM

Guys are selfish, they dont have a mind for a women, all they care are their friends, hobbies and everything but not their girlfriend.

well, i dont feel like ranting or what. im just. bored. fed up and what got you. if u're not fated together, u shouldn't force to get together. no happiness. seriously. no happiness, just utter disappointment, one after another.

well, ive decided, the only person u can trust is yourself. lalala! i love myself. whee. guys sucks, they're just desperate. and when they have a girlfriend, they take them for granted.

Love is an illusion!

i love being a princess in my own world, in my own home and my own life. whee whee.

princess_me*

&the beauty.

12:41 AM

This is the story of a girl,

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looked so sad in photographs,

I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...

How many days in a year?

She woke up with hope but she only found tears!

And i can be so insincere,Making her promises never for real!

As long as she stands there waiting,Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes!

How many days disapeer?

When you look in the mirror so how do you choose?

Your clothes never wear as well the next day!

And your hair never falls in quite the same way!

But you never seem to run out of things to say!...

This is the story of a girl,Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looked so sad in photographs,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...How many lovers stay?

Just to put of with this shit day after day!(the last line was changed to to put up with every day and all day! for the music video)

How did we wind up this way?Watching our mouths for the words that we say.

As long as we stand here waiting,Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose!How do we get there today?

When we're walking to far for the price of our shoes!Your clothes never wear as well the next day!

And your hair never falls in quite the same way!But you never seem to run out of things to say!...

This is the story of a girl,Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looked so sad in photographs,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...

This is the story of a - girl!

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looks so sad and lonely there,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...

This is the story of a girl!

Her pretty face she hid from the world!

And while she looks so sad and lonely there,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!When she smiles!

&the beauty.

12:25 AM

bawahahaha. a week just flew by. one more week to school re-open. im in my holiday mood. i should indulge myself in this mood more. hehehehehehe.

i went shopping today with weiqi! lalala. it was soo fun. bought a belt, ear rings and those kinda slippers, no idea what u call it. yeah. those pretty slippers that i simply love. =) we travelled from far east to taka to wisma to centrepoint to shaw centre and back to wisma! ta-daah! haha. far right. now then i realised that i've travelled a fair bit today. poor legs. hahaha.

i declare bankrupt. spend like $50 plus today. crap. this whole month i've spent aprrox. $300 on shopping la. can u believe this?!? can someone save me. i dont wanna end my shopping career just like this!!!!

i feel so bad la, didnt turn up for the OG bbq. sorry guys. =( will go out with ya some other time yeah.

thats my son. cute right. ;)

princess_me*

&the beauty.

12:20 PM

countdown: 2 more weeks to the end of June holidays.

i feel super screwed. common test is coming up and i've not studied yet. crappyness. i've not played enough and all....

2 more weeks, i'm gonna make myself study, i dont know how but i will.

oh, i had 4/7 gathering on last thursday and met up with all my ex-classmates. i miss them so so much. sometimes, just spending your night with girls is just simply awesome. actually, we spent the whole time just catching up with one another and all. i miss them TRUCKLOADS.

2 a.m. and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I'll just play my part

And pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can't make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'd give our dream just one more chance

Don't let this be our good-bye

princess_me*

&the beauty.