you're a mystery yourself

Saturday, June 16, 2007

9:47 PM

it has been so long since i came home early. i've been trying to mug outside cos i cant do so at home due to the many distractions like playing the piano, playing the guitar, looking at photos...and sleeping?

went to the airport today. reached at about 12 plus and stayed till 8pm? looking at the air stewardess walking up and down reminds me of my childhood ambition? an air stewardess?

well well, i've met up with germs almost everyday for 2 weeks already and it feels great spending time with the girl i miss so much and havent been talking to for soo sooo sooooo long already. it was like a catch up cum studying session? hahaha.

"i'm so screwed for bt2" i bet everyone is hearing this like everywhere. but for me, i'm totally screwed. i just dont know why i'll suddenly lack the drive, the motivation to make me work. i need help!

i've been craving for alot of things lately. maybe i'm just too tired physically, mentally and maybe spiritually? i feel so broken inside out. it feels as if i'm lacking something.

maybe i need God's help.

i wanna fly away, fly into a new dimension with the wind setting the direction; landing up at wherever the wind brings me to...

&the beauty.

7:22 PM

say hi to my new friend. =D

i had a little fun on sat. managed to take some time out to do what i love most.

Before we swim and tan...

in the midst...

After!

i realised im quite screwed for bt2.

help help help!

i need to do well so that i can fly to UK to study. shit shit shit.

as days pass, i grow to love you much much much. ive grown so used to living with u. to the world, you may just be someone, but to me, you're definitely my world

its all about you.

&the beauty.

12:57 AM

It all comes to an end. 6 years, from the start of it all, to the end of it all.
i've enjoyed myself thoroughly, i've made love with the instruments that i've learnt

This is my love.
.

i love you darling. thanks for coming down.

Ain't no mountain gonna come into my way!

&the beauty.

9:51 PM

tmr would probably be my last CO concert in my life. i dont know whether i should be happy or sad? rather, i have mixed feelings. i'm gonna play my best tmr, all you guys out there, watch Mabel play!

i'm so dead. i havent started revision while everyone is like almost completing it soon. argh. im dead dead dead. there are too many distractions in my life already; Great Singapore Sale, CO ...

even though the holidays are here, im still feeling so tired and exhausted running from one place to another. i dont even have the time to sit down and realise whats going on in my life. i make stupid choices and decisions. i do things without thinking. i need help. somewhere, i know someone out there cares and is willing to help me.

ARGH!

the facade of it all.

Weiling looks retarded in this picture.

Caught in action.

&the beauty.