you're a mystery yourself

Thursday, July 26, 2007

11:27 PM

i'm TOTALLY SAD! =(

Mabel you have to start mugging or u'll die!

=(

&the beauty.

11:17 PM

my heart says this and my mind says that.
which should i listen to?
why cant my mind, body and soul be discplined to my commands.
why do i have to worry, to fret, or even to be sad?
i know one day, i'll soar with wings like eagles onto the top of the mountain.

should i turn left or right or should i stop walking to stop and think.
maybe things are moving too quickly and im going against them.
somehow somewhere, i know im not doing things correctly.
i need the compass, i need directions.

i'm sure that there are much more things in my life that's awaiting for me, but im getting so bored of life.
its getting too mundane.
the pile of untouched work send chills down my body.
i feel so unmotivated. i feel tired. i feel terrible. i feel horrible.
its feels like i'm drowning in the flood.

i guess i'm ain't that good anymore.

&the beauty.

11:51 PM

i'm back once again to revive this blog of mine.
for the past few days, i've been super busy with OCIP camp, my hw, my everything. i'm always rushing here and there, i'm really sorry if i've neglected the people around me. I'm really sorry for sometimes turning 'off' when my friends are talking to me. i mean, i'm feeling pretty tired after all the dryruns and when i get home i have to work on my proposal, i hope u all will understand yeah?

My results; well they are okay taking into consideration i wasn't quite prepared for it. i have no one to blame except for myself? perhaps this could be a motivation for me. Well at least i hope.

Anyway, for my special someone, i hope u'll cheer up, i'm sorry for what i've done. i love u and cherish u alot.

once again, i love you.

&the beauty.

11:08 PM

This is basically how i spent my Saturday. its great, fabulous and amazing. its like a holiday after BT2?

anyway, i cant blog much cos im busy writing my selection camp proposal and theres school tmr. sheesh!

See ya all. Good Night! Loves!

You mean the world to me.i love you.

&the beauty.

1:51 AM

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears,

let it fills my soul and drown my fears.

&the beauty.

12:02 AM

Lets get into the mood of FASHION! Exams are OVER! =D

&the beauty.