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Saturday, February 28, 2009

4:42 PM

hello. somehow i just seem to love this picture alot.

got to go back to the books. wheee.

&the beauty.

8:34 AM

i'm so lazy to blog. Zzzz.

Finally its the recess week. no school but lots of studying to do. my yi gu wen final exam is on 2 March. how great. so much to study, so little time. and whats worse is with this angry stomach of mine, it makes me harder to study. every now and then when the acid is erupted, i have squirm into a ball and rest on the bed for a few hours. this is bad. i had to eat blend food, drink milk 3 hourly, it makes me sound like a baby i know. but what to do.

had to stay up last night to do some stupid thing. Thank YOU for passing me all your undone stuff so last min and i had to struggle and call people up one by one at wee hours of the night to get the info needed. i mean its BOTH of our jobs, and its not mine alone. plus the state that i'm in, forcing myself to stay up to complete the world is pure torture.

whatever it is. i'm pissed and if u were to ever do this again, i'm gonna bite you.

on a brighter note, i've settled much stuff this weekend like my Mt k trip, SBS Road Relay and all.

i ought to be happy.

&the beauty.

3:07 PM

and a matter of fact, my lappy crashed.my report and everything else in my lappy was gone and now i'm lappy-less. This is one of the worse week that i'm going through. Laptop crashed, had to redo my lab report the night before submission, my bestie life and i had test on the next day which was today (and i obviously screwed it up big time) damnn.

and as im typing all these now, dont you think life is just unfair? why do i have to go through all these shit. i'm just trying to be so patient and do things one at a time. sigh.

dear God, please give me the strength that i really really need.

its been a long time since i last blogged, just didnt have the time and mood to blog. my weekdays as usual are a load of homeworks and other stuff and as for weekends, i've been burning them up with meeting my cousins.

anyway, i have a plan, i have a GREAT plan, i'm gonna hide in my turtle shell for the next few days, i need time for myself i need to reflect i need to emo i need to do everything that i need to do.

&the beauty.