My life, My world, My paradise...

London and a wee bit of Paris.

2010-05-21T16:26:00.006+08:00

Londres.

London was pretty awesome and i agreed that its kinda similar to Singapore except for the architecture of the buildings and all. Onn 14 May, we went to Shangyi's University; Goldsmith University for lunch and i met Jiahui. After that we went to Greenwich, it was like a park kinda thing and there were pretty pink flowers everywhere! then we went over to Trinity College of music.

Above, Shangyi's College and below was a shot at Trinity University of music.

On 14 May at night, we took a night bus to Edinburgh, Scotland!

15, 16 May 2010- Edinburgh, Scotland.

We arrived at Edinburgh at about 8am, oh my. the weather there was super cold, colder than London! i was shivering and the wind was mad. we took about an hour to search for our hostel. when we arrived at our hostel, to our knowledge we can only checked in at 1030am. crappped!

so we toured and travelled around. Edinburgh was a place of castles. the buildings are definitely damn pretty. it has a rich rich history and it was also believed to be a ghost town. boo! hahaha.

on the 16 may, we travelled to the highlands of Edinburgh. damn pretty. there're so many mountains and beautiful scenary. its so calm and peaceful, definitely not the same as the pace of life in Singapore! ahh! damn pretty. =DD its a must come for nature lovers!

okay. lets see whats next. then back to Londres we went.

17 May 2010- Londres.

Shangyi has to help her senior out in school and therefore, she marked out a route in London for us to travel. We took the London bus and went to St Paul's Cathedral, then to Marks and Spensers! oh my M&S in London is awesome, it isnt like the ones in Singapore whereby the food section is just filled with biscuits chips sweets and blah blah. but in London, there's like chilled food, meats salads and even a bakery. we bought a cheese muffin. it tastes pretty good.

then to the tate modern we went. it was an arty kinda place. i bought a pencil case from there which i love since first sight. there were art works of picasso, roy lichtenstein, andy warhol and so on. quite pretty though im not a great fan of art works. but yeah. haha.

After that we went to look at the Millenia bridge London bridge and tower bridge. We went past Shakespeare Globe and Southward Cathedral. i swear by the time we were here we're dead tired from the past few days of non-stop chionging and the neck aching bus ride. so we decided to take a break at pret a manger, which means ready to eat in french. Jocelyn and i shared a wrap and a weird light tasting popcorn.

We took the overground rail to Shangyi's place. We rested abit bit then head to Saintsbury (a local supermarket like our NTUC) to do some grocery shopping then picked Ben up from the bus stop. We dined in today, I cooked dinner! YAY! =)

18 May 2010- London

We went to see Big Ben(a big clock), Westminister Abbey (St Magaret Cathedral), then went to watch some parade for the queen. there were horses and carriages and people were crowding and running along with the horses to look and video the whole ceremonial process. i think these people are mainly the tourists, as there were tour guides holding flags guiding them to it. and to guess whats for lunch? SUBWAY! =D my favourite. i had tuna tuna tuna wrap which was like foot long! and we shared a cheesy nachos. yummy. After lunch was our shopping along oxford street, there were shops ranging from the high end classy goods to the cheaper ones like primark where we stayed in there for almost 4 hours, i think. hahaha. the clothes there are dirt cheap with shirts as cheap as 1pound? man, how can i resist the temptation to hold back my shopping! i bought a whole lot of clothes. =X whee.

dinner that night was amazing. we went to a belgium restaurant for dinner. the waitresses and waiters there are dressed them quirkily, they look like elfs. hahha. the food there was unqiue though a little pricey. aziz and koon hwee's friend joined us for dinner too. then after that we went to watch the musical, oliver! ohhh man, i was so tired till i fell asleep. sianzzzz.

19 May 2010- Still in London

Harrods here we come! Harrods are mentioned in various storybooks and movies like Princess Diaries. for those of you who dont know what harrods is like, it is this tall erected 7 storey building filled with damn expensive goods, when i saw the price of a few items, i turned off and stopped shopping. the only thing ive gotten from there was a cup of coffee from krispe kreme that was shared with ben, thats all i can afford. poor girl i am. After that was a visit to the national musuem which was the musuem where the movie at the night of the museum was filmed at, oh and have i mentioned it, admission to any musuem in London is free. and we went for lunch at some fish and chips store, i'm sick of fish and chips! hahah too much though its my fave! then we went for a walk at Hyde's Park. then met ziz for dinner then for a musical, the grease. and grease was awesome. its like high school musical, hairspray. along those line kinda musical. i love it!

20 May 2010- Mad rush to Paris.

It was crazy i swear, a whole night of not sleeping to pack and squeeze all our souvenirs in our luggage and the packing of Shangyi's present. i almost went crazy. after that we had to rush to the trainstation to take a train to our eurostar station. my god. we missed our train and we have to wait for the next one. we were damn scared that we miss our eurostar. if we do, we'll have to pay a bomb for another train ride to Paris. it was a close shave, we almost missed our eurostar. but i think god was on our side, and we caught the train by just a close shave. phew.

Gare Du Nord Station. We had our first meal in Paris at macs. my goodness. i had caesar salad and it costs 6euros which amounts to about S$11? its madness. and then we took another train ride to our Uni of Troyes. then we looked around the school and ahhh. thats it for the day!

Days 2,3 and 4

2010-05-18T05:46:00.004+08:00

Day 2,3,4. i had to combine these 3 days cos i didnt have internet access for the past few days.

Day 2, we headed to Edinburgh, Scotland after a day at Greenwich. we took the overnight coach over to Edinburgh. We reached at bout 8 am in the morning. Wow, and it was unexpectedly cold. The wind was blowing me off, feeling the chills down my spine. Brrr. we turned to a few corners of the streets and then finally arriving to our hostel. And guess what, the receptionist told us that we can only checked in at 1030am. great, and we decided to do breakfast first. i had a simple cereal with milk. After that we joined a free tour around Edinburgh, we were told the history of Edinburgh and then travelled around the small little cosy town. In my opinion, Edinburgh is a place of knights, castles, ghosts. all in all it was a great place with a rich history. We joined the Ghost tour at night.

Day 3, We joined the tour up to the highlands of Scotland. We went to various Loch and also to the famous Loch ness where nessi was. Nessi is a myth, it is actually a monster who lives in the water bodies in the loch ness. So, yeah. We were told about this thing called Nessi and oh, i missed out about this cow looking thing thats called hemish (if im not wrong). this animal symbolises Scotland. its kinda weird looking with a long fringe covering its eyes. :/ after the tour, it was like late hopped on to our overnight bus and back to London we go!

Day 4, Back at London. i'll continue tmr. kinda tired!
Au Revoir. <3

Day 1- London, England

2010-05-14T17:01:00.003+08:00

Day 1- London, England. 10.12 am (5.11pm Singapore time)- i arrived at London last night and we're now at Endwell Road at Jocelyn's friend's place. Its pretty cold here and worried that i might not have enough clothing to survive through. suffered a major jet lag last nite, and i just koinked out and woke up like 9 am the next day.

oh and we travelled to London via Emirates and made a quick transit and Dubai Airport. and guess what, we had like 5 meals on board within a duration of 15 hours? and i had like 7 meals yesterday and only saw night fall after 20 hours? hahaha. haywired, i was. i chionged like 4 movies on the plane, maybe that can explained why i was so tired, more tired than the rest of my friends last nite. i watched finding nemo, when in rome, its complicated and leap years. Leap years was very amazingly good and it was so touching to the fact i was sniffing and holding my tears back in the plane. it has unexpected twists and plot. really good, thumbs up for it.

the intinery for today would be that i'm gonna give jiahui a surprise at goldsmith college then head down to greenwich for some sightseeing and shopping and then night sleeper to Scotland, Edinburgh. cant wait. its gonna be so eggciting. since the time i arrived in London, it has been a wow wow wow exclamation to almost everything that i'm seeing, i feel as if i'm in some movie.

okay as for now, its time to wash up and get ready for the great day ahead.

China, Here i come.

2009-12-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

okay. i'm at the airport now. woots! and China here i come! =D

its gonna be cold its gonna be eggciting its gonna be fun and eggciting I HOPE!

goodbye world.

viva la vida!

2009-12-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

donkey years have passed. and here i am once again.

its christmas day! first of all, merry christmas to all. hope all of you guys had a smashing christmas day.

life has been so bz as usual, exams ended on the 8 dec followed by main comm retreat, followed by ISG and IHG and then tabur and then to end 2009, i'll be leaving for China this sunday till the next year! how eggciting can life get when i try to aim to live life to the fullest- study hard and also play hard hard.

since i wont be able to have any internet access till the next year, i should write a few stuff before getting back here the next year.
year 2009 has been splendid, a tough rollercoaster ride of academic, non-academic work and emotions. those who went through it with me would know. Academic work has definitely not been easy, it has been getting tougher and tougher as the months goes by. Non-academic aspect- after taking over the role as the vice-president, more work, time and meetings have been demanded from me. Sleepless nights, meeting through midnights, studying (for tests) till the next morning have suddenly seemed to be a norm last sem. Well, at least thank god, i survived through it. Emotionally-i fell in and out of love a few times last year, somehow, when life's gets to busy, feelings tends to be neglected and confused. but i've definitely learnt hard from it. Appreciation and trust are important values that i have learnt.

ending the year without setting a goal for next year isnt good.
so, for the year 2010, it is gonna be a better year than year 2009. i'll be stronger tougher happier academically, physically, mentally and emotionally. =)

and with all thats being said, i'll end here.

Cheers to all. =)) viva la vida!

2009-08-21T17:14:00.003+08:00

its a friday and im in hall now waiting for my dad to send me home. it has been a brilliant week in school and in hall but i still miss home.

school has been busy as usual due to the nature of my course. well at least the course is getting more interesting, i'm doing tcm diagnostics this semester learning the different kinds of diagnostic methods like diagnosis by asking, by looking and observing, by hearing, by smelling, by pulsation. interesting.

so what happened the whole of this week at school? the highlight is mainly the hall welcome dinner and the short lunch meetups with my friends. =) anyway, school elections are round the corner and its quite worrying to see that the top few postitions are still not taken yet and i dont wanna take it up because im pressurized to do so. my workload is gonna be heavy, my focus for this sem would be my studies and i've made up my mind a long while ago. well, we'll see how it goes la.

my brain is quite dead now. and i'm sleepy.
byee world. =D much much loves.

showdown-ed

2009-08-03T23:42:00.003+08:00

showdowned yesterday.

after showdown. met jj for dinner at sakae. then went to chill out at the fountain of wealth and walk around a little. well, yesterday i was still feeling okay,perhaps, it could be that the feeling havent sink in yet. Just give me a few more days, i'd probably be affected by it.

went for brunch with orang utan today at ichiban sushi. i had sushi for 2 meals consecutively. great. had a good chat and meal. after that went out with my sac darlings to celebrate sy's bday. went for a thrilling ice skate and then headed to sushi tei for dinner. goodness, 3 sushi meals within 2 days. i think i can be a food critic for sushis soon. then went for retail therapy. i tell u, i have been shopping like mad, i think the phrase "shop till u drop" is very apt to my shopping attitude. and with my new credit card, it isn't doing any good to my "try to shop less" goal. well, nevermind, at least i feel happy. a much needed way to getting my mind off for awhile. i definitely had a great time today, with the greatest companions i can ever find.

being single for 9 months has made me a different kind of gf that i normally am? i'm still pondering over this due to my supposedly lack of care love and concern in the latest r/s that i was in. was it really entirely due to my independence, my busy-ness? i dont know. but one thing for sure i know is that,though i may not have given in my best to this one; due to my lack of time and being caught up with too many things like FOCs, but i have love him all along. from the start, when we just got together and when i was at mt k, i was so excited about coming back to singapore, being able to hold his hands, spend time together, do everything under the sun together. that was the kinda feeling that i was experiencing when i was in kinabalu. and sadly, just a few days later, some things just have to happen to turn this whole happy,i wanna go out with u and have fun with u feeling into one that is "urgh, maybe not. why are u doubting me bcos of some issue" i hate it most when people doubt me and listen to everyone else except me. i feel hurt. utterly hurt and disappointed. it may seem that i have gotten over this issue, but it hasnt. when i get affected by such situations. it takes time, alot of time for me to get over it. maybe if we have the patience, things might be better.

instead of things getting better, things turned sour-er and sour-er. lack of time, more of worldly friends comments. somehow it feels like the world has come between us, our lives have come between us and we both fell apart. thats in summary. its quite sad. i keep reminding myself this could be the start of something big. somehow i know when i dont have a firm and stable bf, the whole r/s will just topple and fall. and this was how it fell.

i'll get over it.

disgusted,

2009-07-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

had hall fright night recce today. it took place at the old changi hospital. the place is quite cool but quite spooky too. thank goodness i didnt see anything. well at least, its a new experience gained for me. and guess what, i've become a GL instead of an SA for hall camp. how great. more commitments required.

well, there's certain things in life im quite unhappy and disgusted. there's so many ways to learn about my past, first through me, second through my friends. if u choose the latter, what makes u think its more accurate than getting info from me straight? honestly, i'm so freaking tired of a relationship, i might just decide to give up this one too. its sad, i'm adding to the numbers, not that i want to, but rather, i've overestimated him. not like my previous relationships, i would get to know the person better then get together. but this wasnt the case for this particular one, maybe its because of the long absence or something else that i've been trying to figure out.

being in a relationship is definitely not easy. when i was young, i always wanted a boyfriend thats one and only. being young and naive, i have dreams like fairytale always wishing that i would lead a good life, get married to a prince charming and live in a place like alice in wonderland. when i grew up, i knew this was all just naive and idealistic thinking and this would never happen. then my perception of relationship begin to change when i gotten my first one. happy at the start, sad at the end. well, at least a lesson learnt. then a second. most memorable definitely. best friend then boyfriend. due to my stupidity and lack of "cherishness" things turned sour, another lesson learnt. then the third. this one, not worth talking about..then the forth. lets wait and see.

tired. im exhausted from camp from everything. im glad im going off next week. i need the break badly. thank god. phew.

heartbreaker.

2009-05-23T01:13:00.002+08:00

my heart is taken.
and therefore i can't accept anymore.
argh. sorry if i'm a heartbreaker.

freaking tired.

2009-05-19T13:10:00.004+08:00

can someone tell me why am i feeling so tired and lazy these few days.
once i wake up, i feel like sleeping. am i turning into a sloth? aaaahhhh!

anyway, i think i'm being cruel to my body. i work each day and night like clockwork. i've been catching up with my friends, working, going for lessons and courses. and tmr i have to conduct another course again at hillgrove sec. presentation skills. and i have to do up some school's pri 6 leadership camp slides and handouts by tonight. this is killing me. i swear. plus i need to practise my piano, my new piano teacher isn't exactly very patient, she made me repeat the same line for close to 20 times? her expectations for me are higher than mine towards myself. she said i have the fire. yar if the fire dies out? good game.

i can hardly even open my eyes now even though its only 1pm. and i still have a whole day worth of activities; basketball and then movie. i wanna sleep sleep sleep. i'm really becoming a sloth. crap.

why am i ranting so much.

summer break

2009-05-17T09:32:00.002+08:00

was woken up early today by zhen de lame person.
well, havent had much sleep for the past few nights cos there was a few things on my minds that keeps me thinking.

yesterday. went for a good climb with yanpeng, nat and kaili. its been ages since i last climbed and my standard has dropped quite alot. and now i have aching fingers, limb and body. ahhhhh!
oh and i realised, i haven't really blogged properly since the 13 of march?

as some may ask, how are my holidays going so far? hmmmm, it is good? or well, satisfying at least for myself. Well, i'm not like any others, fervently looking for a job. my aim for this 3 months break is to do as much of the things that i wanna do and not able to do when school starts. as i believe that earning money is not about everything, but as long as i have enough to pull me through my courses and my daily expenses, its enough. why work so much when u have a lifetime more to work even harder and may not even have the time to do whatever u wanna do. so, my advice, chill and enjoy your youth. wheee. =)

and as my friends may know, i'm single but not available. well, not that i'm shutting my doors close, but rather, i'm sitting back, looking from a greater perspective, learning the hard lessons from my past few relationships. well, i don't believe rushing into anything, especially relationships. we have all the time in the world, if its really meant to be, it will eventually be. and i have to admit, despite everything, i'm in love again.

okay, i'll end here, got to go for my swim! =D

we'll meet once again, pretty soon.
goodbye world.

2009-05-16T11:02:00.001+08:00

i slept at 4am, woke up at 8am.
it was too too cold, i almost turned into a block of ice.

Joy.

2009-03-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

and finally. it's a friday. =)

sitting down in my comfy pink chair, with the aircon blowing into my face, music blasting into my ears, this feels so good. if feels so good to be at home.

how long have i not enjoyed this? sometimes going home on a friday is a nono due to the heavy workload. anyway, the week had been so hectic. With the upcoming road run, i had so so much things to do. ranging from printing of number tags to liasing for the ambulance to be down. well, at least all have been settled. whats left is the actual run itself. yay!

i was in my daddy's car, and i realised that more often than not, people sometimes take their life for granted. i was passing by kallang, and there was this sign that was about fatal accident happening on 3 march. within these 2 weeks, i've read about so many deaths. one of it i just heard over the radio today, it was about an army personnel who was running his 2.4km and he died cos his heart failed. Life is so unpredictable, life is so precious, cherish your life.

the weekend is here, so many things up ahead, so many things to expect. i'm looking forward to my weekend like every other weekend.

anyway, my daddy just sent me a picture. i didnt know he took it after my run.

it looks so funny. hahaha.

okay, i'm gonna chill and watch the world go by. =)

Goodnight world.

who am i?

2009-03-04T12:21:00.000+08:00

and YES!

i'm alive. =) i think i did myself good by taking the mc and skipping the test today. though it wasn't quite a good decision, at least i feel much better and happier now.

The past one week or so had been hectic. so stressful. i was just talking to kelvin today and i realised that im not alone, the stress level is just way way to high for me to take it. sigh. maybe the next time around i got to start studying a little earlier, it'll prolly make life a tad easier for me.

my life- its like racing in a sports car, in an never ending race. life is moving too fast, too fast for my liking. its been a long time since i last went shopping, watch a movie, chill out, and do the things that i enjoy doing. is this what uni life is all about? maybe? maybe not?

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you're special.

2009-02-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

hello. somehow i just seem to love this picture alot.

got to go back to the books. wheee.

recess week is up ahead

2009-02-22T08:34:00.000+08:00

i'm so lazy to blog. Zzzz.

Finally its the recess week. no school but lots of studying to do. my yi gu wen final exam is on 2 March. how great. so much to study, so little time. and whats worse is with this angry stomach of mine, it makes me harder to study. every now and then when the acid is erupted, i have squirm into a ball and rest on the bed for a few hours. this is bad. i had to eat blend food, drink milk 3 hourly, it makes me sound like a baby i know. but what to do.

had to stay up last night to do some stupid thing. Thank YOU for passing me all your undone stuff so last min and i had to struggle and call people up one by one at wee hours of the night to get the info needed. i mean its BOTH of our jobs, and its not mine alone. plus the state that i'm in, forcing myself to stay up to complete the world is pure torture.

whatever it is. i'm pissed and if u were to ever do this again, i'm gonna bite you.

on a brighter note, i've settled much stuff this weekend like my Mt k trip, SBS Road Relay and all.

i ought to be happy.

life is how cool.

2009-02-11T15:07:00.000+08:00

and a matter of fact, my lappy crashed.my report and everything else in my lappy was gone and now i'm lappy-less. This is one of the worse week that i'm going through. Laptop crashed, had to redo my lab report the night before submission, my bestie life and i had test on the next day which was today (and i obviously screwed it up big time) damnn.

and as im typing all these now, dont you think life is just unfair? why do i have to go through all these shit. i'm just trying to be so patient and do things one at a time. sigh.

dear God, please give me the strength that i really really need.

its been a long time since i last blogged, just didnt have the time and mood to blog. my weekdays as usual are a load of homeworks and other stuff and as for weekends, i've been burning them up with meeting my cousins.

anyway, i have a plan, i have a GREAT plan, i'm gonna hide in my turtle shell for the next few days, i need time for myself i need to reflect i need to emo i need to do everything that i need to do.

11.11

2009-01-26T06:36:00.000+08:00

i'm just gonna blog about this interesting thing.

For the past few days, whenever i turned and look at a digital clock, 11:11 would always appear. kinda scary isn't it. it was until today, when i saw 11:11 at the clock in my lappy, i've decided that i should google it.

Here are my findings:

The Meaning of 11:11

If your attention has been drawn to clocks and watches at exactly 11:11, then read the following. Solara's and Uri's opinions: The endless reoccurrence of these hours 11:11, 11:01, 11:10, 10:01, 10:11, 10:10, 1:01 represents a positive connection and a gateway to the mysteries of the universe and beyond.

A trigger of remembrance

For many years the numbers 11:11 have been mysteriously appearing to people all over the world. Often appearing on digital clocks, the sightings of 11:11 tend to occur during times of heightened awareness, having a most powerful effect on the people involved. This causes a reactivation of our cellular memory banks. There's a stirring deep inside, a hint of remembrance of something long forgotten.

The appearance of 11:11 is also a powerful confirmation that we are on the right track, aligned with our highest Truth. Throughout the years, I have personally encountered thousands of people all over the world who, have experienced repeated sightings of 11:11. They all want to know what is happening to them and why. What does the 11:11 signify?

11:11 is a pre-encoded trigger placed into our cellular memory banks prior to our descent into matter which, when activated, signifies that our time of completion is near. This refers to the completion of duality. When the 11:11 appears to you, it is your wake-up call. A direct channel opens up between you and the Invisible. When this happens, it is time to reflect on whatever you are doing for a moment and Look Larger. A transfer is in position. You can enter the Greater Reality if you wish pray or meditate and seed your future and also, you can be seeded by the Invisible. You can ask for help in some specific area of your life or simply listen quietly and receive a revelation.

The appearance of 11:11 is an always beneficial act of Divine Intervention telling you that it is time to take a good look around you and see what is really happening. It's time to pierce the veils of illusion that keep us bound to an unreal world. You have been chosen, because you are ready, to step into the Greater Reality. To lead the way for others into a new way of living, into a Greater Love. To ascend from
duality into Oneness.

The 11.11 is the bridge our vitality and oneness. It is our pathway into the postive unknown and beyond.

The Doorway the 11:11

This can presently be perceived

as a crack between two worlds.

It is like a bridge

which has the inherent potential

of linking together

two very different spirals of energy.

As we unite together as One,

bringing together our fragments of the key,

we not only create the key,

but we make visible the Doorway.

Thus this bridge functions

as an invisible door

or a doorway into the Invisible realm.

The 11:11 is the bridge

To an entirely different spiral of evolution.

The symbol of 11:11 was pre-encoded into our cellular memory banks long ago.

Returning our cycle of incarnations upon the Earth. The 11.11 has rested dormantly within us since that faraway position under time-release mechanization, combined with sealed orders which would only open when the 11.11 was fully activated. It has been gently sleeping, awaiting the moment of triggering. And now the 11:11 is finally activated...

11:11 is the pre-encoded trigger

And the key to the mysteries of the universe and beyond.

Some of you have recognized this symbol as something of significance, yet have been unaware of its true meaning. With the advent of digital clocks many years ago, the significance of 11:11 began to make itself felt, often appearing on clocks at times of accelerated awareness. For those of you who have know that 11:11 was something special, we now need you to come forth into positions of leadership. For you are important parts of the key.

I believe we are or connected to an invisible spiritual thread, through which we can transmit information, thoughts, and feelings to each other, even if we never met. Use this channel to send help, prayers, love and positivity to humanity and all our animals.

okay. these is what i've found. so interesting.

=D cheerios and adios!

Happy Moo Moo-ing!

XOXOXO!

its the eve of chinese new year

2009-01-25T10:04:00.000+08:00

today is the eve of cny...

my relatives and cousins are at my place now. everyone is so excited for tmr, new haircuts, new clothes, new dreams, new goals everything new, prepared for the new year. went for my last driving lesson before my tp on thurs. well, wonder what will it feel like, cant seem to anticipate the feeling that might stir in on thurs. vertical parking, parallel parking, slope, direction change, s course, z course, i did all of it today. i was quite sianz today during lesson cos all these thing seems so mundane, i've been having lessons on sat and sun for the past few weeks, maybe that's why.

i was at chinatown with roger yesterday. went there for dinner, dessert and for a walk. dinner was great but expensive, dessert too, great but expensive. ohh. and dont ever try sesame paste unless you are daring enough. haha. a spoonful of sesame, the taste will linger in yr mouth and throat for quite awhile. after our dessert, we strolled the buzzling streets of chinatown, we ate so much la, dinner plus dessert plus the sampling of almost everything that could be sampled. terrible. i'm growing fat.

i know cny is coming and i shouldnt be blogging this, but, i'm still quite eff-ing pissed with this particular saleswoman at G2000. my mum was enquring about the blouse and i know its the peak season, but that woman, who obviously wasnt from singapore, just couldnt care to explain properly and clearly which led to my mum asking her even more question, i mean, even i myself couldnt comprehend what she was talking about. so i told my mum, forget about it and dont even bother to buy the blouse. i just stared at her and walked off. what kind of an attitude is this. i mean it wasnt only us who were pissed, there was this other woman who doesnt seemed quite happy with her also. argh. disgusting woman.

well oh well, theres so many different kinds of people in the world, some we like some we dont, shes probably one of the rare few whom i totally abhor. or even loathe. okay i should stop ranting if not this could go on like forever until the word limit stops me.

=) well at least cny is tmr, i've got a new dress and i'm a happy girl.

to everyone out there: happy chinese new year!

Cheerios and Adios! XOXOXO

today is thursday.

2009-01-22T17:01:00.001+08:00

and finally, today is a thursday and i'm back in my cosy lovely home of mine. i'm not saying that i'm skipping class tmr, i'm just back home as usual on a thursday cos i miss this lovely family and this lovely home of mine.

okay i'm watching the channel 8 show now and its soooo dramatic!

hahaha. okay, i'm so glad that the long weekend is coming soon. i'm soo soo tired, from all the sports, studying and everything. i had 6 hours of yi gu wen lecture today and after that CPR test. so tired. just so tired. well at least, thursday is over.

hahaha.i'm quite distracted by the tv show, and the structure of my blogging is kinda haywired but who cares. too lazy to edit it.

okay just got a msg from my friend, saying that i passed my CPR test! YAY! coolness and greatness. All have been great, more challenges to come of which i shant fear.

Cheerios & Adios peeps! XOXOXO!

=DDDD

today is thursday.

2009-01-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

okay i'm watching the channel 8 show now and its soooo dramatic!

hahaha.i'm quite distracted by the tv show, and the structure of my blogging is kinda haywired but who cares. too lazy to edit it.

okay just got a msg from my friend, saying that i passed my CPR test! YAY! coolness and greatness. All have been great, more challenges to come of which i shant fear.

Cheerios & Adios peeps! XOXOXO!

=DDDD

ISG is over.

2009-01-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!

guess what? ISG IS OVER!!!!

and i just got back feeling so so so tired yet happy and satisfied.

Happy for all the good things that have happened, Happy for the experience gained, Happy for the lesson learnt, Happy for the friends i've made, and last but not least, Happy for SBS's achievement this year.

seriously, i've been overworking myself and my body. Almost everyday, i've got to play some form of sports, apart from ISG, there's still my lifesaving course, my driving lessons, piano, hip hop and i cant think of anything else. well, at least my TP is coming up (next thurs) and hopefully, i can clear it.

i'm feeling so tired such that i cant even sort my thoughts properly to blog. i had in mind a few things that i wanna blog about, but just couldnt think of it now. this is a signal from my brain that i'm tired. and therefore, i should just end it here.

alright world, good night.

sigh.

2009-01-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

i'm just a girl, who just hasn't seen the world, who doesnt even know what she wants.

i just burnt my whole day today. wanted to get down to doing some revision for my yi gu wen mid terms today, but i was out the whole day till now.

Was just chit chatting with my cousin about some stuff. and we both came to a common topic and yup. (we all know what isit and therefore i shouldnt just blatently state it here.) Sometimes, it just makes me wonder, why do we feel the way that we are feeling? the opposite party just keeps giving us confusing signals that confuses us and plays with our feelings. i mean, if u like the person, just let your actions show it! and if u dont, dont be a jerk and give false hope.

i dont know why am i ranting. i feel so unjust,,,

Bottom line: Mabel shouldnt bother or care about anything except for her family, friends, her studies, career and future. and she just needs God, Family, Friends and herself. thats it.

THE END.

early early morning

2009-01-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

its 3.41am. i should be sleeping. but somehow, i just wanna enjoy the quiet night while everyone is asleep. i feel happy but i dont know for what reason...

it has been a long long day and i ought to feel tired. but i'm not.

=DDDDD

Give thanks.

2008-12-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

and so quickly, the year is coming to an end. and 2009 will be here in no time.

this year has indeed been a fruitful, enjoyable, meaningful year for me. I've more or less achieved most of my goals.

1. Experience: Summited 3 mountains (Mount Rinjani, Mount Datuk, Mount Panti)

2. Skills: Sports Climbing level 1 & 2 cert, Kayaking one star Abseiling Level 1, First Aid Cert, Life Saving 1,2 and 3

3. Knowledge: Hmmmm. i dont know how to quantify it.

An overview of this year, i was working as a freelance in outdoor companies whilst waiting for my A Level results. Then, there was a transition, like flipping into the next chapter, when i entered university. NTU was never my first choice, never was and never wanted. Always wanted to get into Medicine at NUS. but well oh well, NTU wasnt as bad as i expected. The environment is alright and my friends here are great, or should i say fabulous. At least i didn't regret being in NTU.

2009: A better me obtaining better achievements, leading a happier life than 2008.

Dear God,

thanks for the wonderful year,

thanks for watching over me, my family and my friends.

thanks for being so ever faithful, ever so loving, ever so great.

thanks for everything that has happened in my life.

thanks for shinning light through my darkest path.

thank you Lord and i love you much much more than anything in this world.

and as we bring 2008 to a close, bless year 2009.

Amen

Goodbye 2008, Cheers to 2009!

much loves, Mabel

2008-05-03T04:20:00.003+08:00

ARGH!
when life gets tough, the tough gets going.
SIGH. how i wish this was the case man..
MABEL! toughen your faith, soul and mind please please please!

RAAAA!

2008-03-04T12:59:00.002+08:00

the time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger.
but it hurts so bad i cant take it any longer.

i wanna grow old with you.
i wanna die lying in your arms
i wanna grow old with you
i wanna be looking in your eyes
i wanna be there for u, sharing in everything u do
i wanna grow old with you.

something's burning strong between us.

what is there left to say?

2008-02-10T17:36:00.000+08:00

i hate life. to be more precise- my life.

its in a mess. and all that i hope now is that i'll die and never return to this place called earth. people are so complicated. i just dont seem to understand them. i dont seem to react or respond in the right way.

God, please help me.

Dream what you want to dream;

Go where you want to go;

Be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do

compliments from Shannon- my bud bud.

sorry all.

what is there to say?

2008-02-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

i hate life. more precisely, my life.

its in a mess. and all that i hope now is that i'll die and never return to this place called earth. people are so complicated. i just dont seem to understand them. i dont seem to react or respond in the right way.

God, please help me.

Dream what you want to dream;

Go where you want to go;

Be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do

compliments from Shannon- my bud bud.

sorry all.

Happy Chinese New Year and Kota Tinggi

2008-02-08T08:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

this year, like any other years, is quite similar. the visiting and the non-stop eating goodies "tradition" still holds. i've been eating and eating non-stop and now i feel fat =X hahaha. days back, i trekked up the waterfall at kota tinggi, pelapah and i lost some weight. i guess i've gained all of it back after 2 full days of eating non-stop and more eating to come. Raaaa! hahaha. i did the silliest thing of all last nite---i ran 6km around my estate yesterday! i ran not only because i felt fat, i was also in preparation for my upcoming standard chart marathon! heh.

apparently, some of u guys thought i went missing. but i havent. im just away. okayy, since no one knew where i was for the past few days, i'll now tell you!

on the 4-5Jan, i went to kota tinggi for waterfall trekking at pelepah.i tell u, it was fabulous. it was an eye opener for me, especially so because it was my first time trekking at a foreign land.woah. the though of it just brings a smile to my face. =) okayy. and as promise, i'll show u guys some pics that i've taken at pelepah! =D so sit back and enjoy!

okayy. thats all. =DD and once again, happy chinese new year and win win win! =D

a lil' surprise for a lil' yet great someone in my life.

2008-01-15T08:59:00.000+08:00

Hello darling, i'll be gone for a few days. so just wanna give u a little surprise...

this is one of the few lyrics that i love most. i hope u'll love it too.

This i PROMISE Yew!

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
Ill be your strength,
Ill give you hope,
Keeping your faith when its gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Ive loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle weve won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling wont go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldnt be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling wont go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

this moment will last forever. the feeling where there's only the 2 of us in the world. (:

screwed up

2008-01-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

wah. this multiply is damn screwed up, i just typed a super long post and it just lose it all for me. thanks.

i have a passion. i have a strong desire from deep within... to climb not only the high mountains but the highest of the highest mountains.

An oh-so-great day. -.-

2007-12-23T19:11:00.001+08:00

i swear i hate today. today has been one load of rubbish. from the start of it all. i hate today and i hope that such an ugly day like today would be erased from my calendar.

When i woke up, the first thing i heard was that my grandma was in hospital cos she was knocked down by a motorbike. how great. i started tearing and then crying in bed. i didnt know what to do, what to think and how to react to this. oh crap. well, at least she's fine now. and i thank God for it.

i met yl in the noon to sign up for 1 star kayaking course at water venture. wah crap. one wouldnt expect us to take 3 hours to find the place and whats worse, we were caught in the rain and i went home drenched without even finding the place. argh. this is so horrible.

i swear i hated today.darn crap.

An oh-so-great day. -.-

2007-12-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

i swear i hate today. today has been one load of rubbish. from the start of it all. i hate today and i hope that such an ugly day like today would be erased from my calendar.

i swear i hated today.darn crap.

2007-12-23T02:17:00.000+08:00

hey im using http://mabelholic.multiply.com

2007-12-17T14:52:00.001+08:00

wowwww!

Finally i'm here blogging once again.

My life has been super hectic since last week. i think i've been missing in action and in case some of u may wonder where i've been missing to...

i'm at pulau ubin! it's like my second home.

i've been facilitating camps at there.

ohhh! i know now is the rainy season, but if u guys wanna get red and burnt, ubin is the place. =D

its a pretty and beautiful place. i'll let u take a peep of my workplace! heh!

this the beautiful rockwall

how beautiful can this place gets

hahaahaha. anyway, i'll be away this week again. so if theres anything, just sms me! =D

so far yet so close!

Enjoy peeps and i love you all! (=

2007-12-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!
today is one of the unusual days when i reach home early. not very early exactly. hahaha. okay. rushed out of the hse to catch an interview at vivo. wah. i've been catching interviews after interviews and i've yet to choose a job yet. this is terrible, contributing to the problem of structural UN! hahaha.

Today was a fun day with tanny, went for interviews then went to walk around till my leg wanna ache already ah. anyway, tanny, dont worry, u'll get that clinic job! i'm sure u will. and we'll play tennis like real soon. (=

today was a great day. and i'm all exhausted.

Thanks for being there for me. =)

2007-12-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

hello all!
and as promised, i'm supposed to blog about what happened on 18 Nov.
It was a normal day; bio paper 3 in the morning, followed by class outing at sentosa...
THEN, the adventure begin...
tick tick tick... at 4.30pm, cheryl hurried me to go and bathe cos i was SUPPOSED to meet wei chick to get her prom stuff at 5.30pm at dhoby.
okay, so i rush and rush and rush cos cheryl keeps rushing me (sounds quite funny yea?)
Stupidly, i just allow her to rush me.
So after bathing, i took a train down to dhoby.
i reached dhoby at 6pm and i was searching frantically for wei chick.
i was looking and looking for her...
and when i turned and looked at a corner, i saw this young fine gentlemen, neatly and smartly dressed, with a bouquet of roses in his hand.
uhuh! too my horror(not exactly) that gentlemen was Mr Wong Yew Liang.
Eh. i thought i was dreaming and seeing things. but eh. after rubbing my eyes many times, i realised that i'm not dreaming.
so after following some instruction of his, the next thing i know was that i was in the taxi, on my way to indoor to catch... MICKEY'S MAGIC SHOW!

hahhahahaha. so there's how it went. hahahahaha. it was shocking yet amazing. i mean, how stupid can i get? i got tricked like the whole of 18Nov eh! just listening and following people's instructions. (darling, u're good at this man) hahaha. and sorry amandee that i couldnt spend yr b'day with you! =X

Anyway, life has been great after the giant A levels. but its not so great cos prom is coming up and its been giving me alot of headaches. and you know what? i've been in town for 4 days consecutive and i'll be going there again tmr. how great! RAAAAAAAAA!

okay. Exams are over and its sad in a way that i dont get to see my friends as often anymore. well, i just hope that they're all healthy and kicking right now!

and to my darling, thanks for everything, esp during the A levels. you've been my source of strength, energy, motivation, .... time has been really great with you around. haha and OH, shopping this few days with my parents. haha looking for both our prom stuff. its funky yeah? hahaha. all in all, times spent with you has been oh-so-fabulous. and all i know is that, our love is greater, stronger and mightier than any other things in this world.

and i do believe in forever love.

2007-11-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

where have you all been? i miss you all.

2007-11-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

heh! i was supposed to look for some H3 stuff online. but hahhaa. i'm right here blogging!

life has been great, but the greatest has yet to come on monday!

yesterday was a fabulous day. relly fabulous.

i'll blog about it soon! hahahahhaha.

Happy playing everyone! =DDD and takkaire

oh and who says courtship days are the best? i think everyday is fantastic with you around.

2007-11-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

wah. im totally shagged worn tired out. someone please inject energy into me! argh. econs drained all my energy away and i dont know why. its like, it feels as if i'm surviving on the red bull that i drank this afternoon.

RAAAAA. okay about my exams. it has been okay and normal and the process of preparing for the exams is so tiring and its so mentally tiring. imagine mugging till late and night so that u can prepare yourself for the next day's paper? its horrid. u'll get all so tired tmr. RAAA!

hahahaaha. okay today is my cousin's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! and tmr is my boyfriend's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! hahaha.

im too tired to blog alr. till we all meet once again. have fun and dont let the mosquitoes bite.

BYEEEEE!

2007-10-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of my and many of our journey in SAJC. These 2 years for me personally, has been one that is so enriching, so fun, so memorable yet so impactful. Through these 2 years, there may be things that im unhappy about, there was even regrets. but, nevertheless, the wonderful memories, the fabulous friends and marvellous relationship has more than surplus my regrets.

First and foremost, i'd like to thank my wonderful OG29. They were the very first people i knew when i came to SAJC. It has been a hell load of fun during our first 3 months where friendships were started and it grew from there. i just wanna thank all in OG29 for all the wonderful memories tt we've created for ourselves.

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends. -- Cindy Lew

Next up, would be first 3 months class, 06s20. I tell u this is one whole lot of funky class, who is so crazy. We irritated our GP teacher, Mr Turner by clapping continuously in unison. i know its irritating, but i dont know why we did it.

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you." -- Elbert Hubbard

Third up would be my second intake OG. this is quite funny.i dont really know them well cos the time that we get to know each other was quite short, but nevertheless, i get to know them! haha. sorry but i lost my second intake OG pic.

Forth up would be my second intake and permanent class until year 2007 which is lyk now, the one and only, funkiest, craziest, whackiest, smartest, coolest, prettiest, handsomest... 06S19!!!!! They're the ones whom i spent most of my JC life with, i see them everyday, during lessons and during tutorials. They're the ones who have a direct impact on my life. They're the ones who bring the greatest memories of all in my JC life.

next up would be my OCIP team! its an unforgettable and enriching experience! i think that every member in the OCIP team is essential to make the OCIP Vietnam'06 team complete. Each and everyone playing a different yet essential role, working together for a same cause.

next, would be saints orchestra. initially i hated and dreaded to go for CCA. but its cos of the wonderful frenz that made me didnt mind going for it.

Second last, it'd be my clique and my bestfriend, WEI CHICK! hahaha. i really thank God for these special friends of mine. these are the ones whom i really can depend and trust on. and i thank God esp for wei chick, she has impacted me so much for the past 2 years, without her, i wouldnt be what i am today. thanks weiqi, tanya, amanda and cheryl for everything!

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.-- Anonymous

Last but not least, i have to thank a special someone, and thats my one and only, boyfriend! He has been my pillar of strength and support.i'm so glad that i met him, know him, like him and then love him. its wonderful and amazing how our love grew.

Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.-Vipin Sharma

this could just be forever... :)

2007-09-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

Teenage Affluenza
Is this an epidemic fuelled by parents?
Is life too easy?Life is so easy for too many children; they don't know what it means to work hard to acquire their desires. They ask for and are given just about everything they want far too easily.
We are in a generation of excess. They want it all, and they want it now!

Results of over indulgence
Some psychologists say that parents who overindulge their kids may be setting them up for future anxiety and depression. Recent studies show that kids who were given too much too soon often have difficulty coping with life's disappointments as adults. They have a distorted sense of entitlement that gets in the way of successful relationships at home and in the future - the workplace.

What the experts say
Experts also warn that parents are spoiling their kids; not just with material things, but by failing to set limits, not requiring that chores be done on a regular basis, not making the child wait or earn money for items they want, and smoothing away all the child's frustrations in order to keep them happy, no matter what. According to experts, this type of parenting can lead to lack of motivation, low self-esteem and irresponsible behaviour.

What happens when you don't say no
Parent's who can't say no is an unexpected legacy of the affluent 90's. This generation of parent has always been driven to give their teen every advantage. Now a growing number of psychologists, educators, and parents have come to the realisation that all this overindulging is producing lazy, self-involved, and irresponsible teenagers that are prone to drop out of school, continue to live with their parents into their mid to late twenties and beyond, and may develop a dependency on drugs and alcohol.

Be their parent
What children need most at this time is for parents to be a parent; not their best friend. Today's parents put in more hours on the job; at the end of the work week it's tempting to give in to the guilt for not spending quality time with their kids, or to buy peace with a "yes". Overindulged children often have lower self-esteem, a direct contradiction to what most overindulgent parents are trying to achieve with their coddling. Instead of having a sense of self-confidence they have a sense of knowing that their parents will take care of things for them.
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i've been reading alot on teenage affluenza and poverty around the world lately. and yesterday's lecture series was one of globalisation which is somehow connected to teenage affluenza and poverty.
i've realised the importance of GP, not just merely studying for it as a subject, but rather understanding what's happening around the world and inspiring you to make a change in the world.
We are so fortunate and we are given whatever things we ask for.
Often, we read the newspapers about poverty, aids, and all kinds of things, but most of the time, we don't sit back and reflect and empathise with these less fortunate people that we're reading about.

In today's world, it is only us, youths that can make a difference in the world that we live in, due to the fact that we're most updated with what's happening around the world and that we're the most energetic ones living in this world.

Life has equal value no matter where it is lived. i'm sure 90% of us didn't even thought about this. it pierced through my heart like a double-edged sword when Mr Tong said it during lecture yesterday. its just one sentence and its so impactful. personally, i've never ever thought about this, it has never occured to me that we are all equal beings though some may not be as powerful nor as rich as others. we are all human beings and we deserve the right to live. everyone is essential in playing a role in the world that we're living in.

As i've mentioned earlier, today, real power does not lie in the hands of the government, but rather, in the hands of the individual. We should be inspired and want to do something in the society in which we are living in.

I urged all those out there to broaden your perspective of life. Change your mindset of life. Life is much more than just studying and going to school, but most importantly, life would be more meaningful for you and me if we decide to breach the gap between us and the less fortunate today.

Life has never been so meaningful to me until now, when i've realised that i can do and will do something to touch the hearts and life of many.

2007-08-31T00:28:00.000+08:00

guess what?

i'm in the midst of my prelims and now, sept holidays are here.
so, prelims are like currently and will be hanging in the air for one week.
so far, prelims was like.. erm. indescribable? i'm feeling ambivalent towards it.

anyway, i was blogging halfway till ive got interrupted. hahahha. okay. till we meet. see ya all and good luck for all those having their prelims! =D

2007-08-09T20:06:00.000+08:00

Guys,
Realize that the girl holding onto u is perfect in her own special way.
The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she isrejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.
There might also be someone out there.who is willing to love her more thanyou are loving her now.
Fulfill her every need and love her asmuch as she loves you.
Understand that.Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
And then you run back to her.
And u do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because you are goodlooking, have money, buy her things,make her parents happy, or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.
Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

2007-07-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

i'm TOTALLY SAD! =(

Mabel you have to start mugging or u'll die!

=(

2007-07-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

my heart says this and my mind says that.
which should i listen to?
why cant my mind, body and soul be discplined to my commands.
why do i have to worry, to fret, or even to be sad?
i know one day, i'll soar with wings like eagles onto the top of the mountain.

should i turn left or right or should i stop walking to stop and think.
maybe things are moving too quickly and im going against them.
somehow somewhere, i know im not doing things correctly.
i need the compass, i need directions.

i'm sure that there are much more things in my life that's awaiting for me, but im getting so bored of life.
its getting too mundane.
the pile of untouched work send chills down my body.
i feel so unmotivated. i feel tired. i feel terrible. i feel horrible.
its feels like i'm drowning in the flood.

i guess i'm ain't that good anymore.

2007-07-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back once again to revive this blog of mine.
for the past few days, i've been super busy with OCIP camp, my hw, my everything. i'm always rushing here and there, i'm really sorry if i've neglected the people around me. I'm really sorry for sometimes turning 'off' when my friends are talking to me. i mean, i'm feeling pretty tired after all the dryruns and when i get home i have to work on my proposal, i hope u all will understand yeah?

My results; well they are okay taking into consideration i wasn't quite prepared for it. i have no one to blame except for myself? perhaps this could be a motivation for me. Well at least i hope.

Anyway, for my special someone, i hope u'll cheer up, i'm sorry for what i've done. i love u and cherish u alot.

once again, i love you.

2007-07-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

This is basically how i spent my Saturday. its great, fabulous and amazing. its like a holiday after BT2?

anyway, i cant blog much cos im busy writing my selection camp proposal and theres school tmr. sheesh!

See ya all. Good Night! Loves!

You mean the world to me.i love you.

2007-07-07T01:51:00.000+08:00

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears,

let it fills my soul and drown my fears.

2007-07-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Lets get into the mood of FASHION! Exams are OVER! =D

2007-06-16T21:47:00.001+08:00

it has been so long since i came home early. i've been trying to mug outside cos i cant do so at home due to the many distractions like playing the piano, playing the guitar, looking at photos...and sleeping?

went to the airport today. reached at about 12 plus and stayed till 8pm? looking at the air stewardess walking up and down reminds me of my childhood ambition? an air stewardess?

well well, i've met up with germs almost everyday for 2 weeks already and it feels great spending time with the girl i miss so much and havent been talking to for soo sooo sooooo long already. it was like a catch up cum studying session? hahaha.

"i'm so screwed for bt2" i bet everyone is hearing this like everywhere. but for me, i'm totally screwed. i just dont know why i'll suddenly lack the drive, the motivation to make me work. i need help!

i've been craving for alot of things lately. maybe i'm just too tired physically, mentally and maybe spiritually? i feel so broken inside out. it feels as if i'm lacking something.

maybe i need God's help.

i wanna fly away, fly into a new dimension with the wind setting the direction; landing up at wherever the wind brings me to...

2007-06-11T19:22:00.001+08:00

say hi to my new friend. =D

i had a little fun on sat. managed to take some time out to do what i love most.

Before we swim and tan...

in the midst...

After!

i realised im quite screwed for bt2.

help help help!

i need to do well so that i can fly to UK to study. shit shit shit.

as days pass, i grow to love you much much much. ive grown so used to living with u. to the world, you may just be someone, but to me, you're definitely my world

its all about you.

2007-06-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

It all comes to an end. 6 years, from the start of it all, to the end of it all.
i've enjoyed myself thoroughly, i've made love with the instruments that i've learnt

This is my love.
.
i love you darling. thanks for coming down.

Ain't no mountain gonna come into my way!

2007-06-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

tmr would probably be my last CO concert in my life. i dont know whether i should be happy or sad? rather, i have mixed feelings. i'm gonna play my best tmr, all you guys out there, watch Mabel play!

i'm so dead. i havent started revision while everyone is like almost completing it soon. argh. im dead dead dead. there are too many distractions in my life already; Great Singapore Sale, CO ...

even though the holidays are here, im still feeling so tired and exhausted running from one place to another. i dont even have the time to sit down and realise whats going on in my life. i make stupid choices and decisions. i do things without thinking. i need help. somewhere, i know someone out there cares and is willing to help me.

ARGH!

the facade of it all.

Weiling looks retarded in this picture.

Caught in action.

2007-05-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

lols. 2 retards sun tanning on the track. wonder who isit.

Lets have a closer look.. Hmmmm. =X

That's when i love you...

and nothing u do, can change my mind.

2007-05-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

this is what i call love. =D

2007-05-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

OH YA. and i forgot to mention the most important thing! i went out with VONN! its like finally after donkey years. haha. we were pigging, we ate 3 scoops of ice-cream and 2 auntie anne's pretzels! hahaha. omg! i tell you the pretzel, especially the sour cream and onion one is damn addictive. ohh. haha. its so addictive until vonn start eating all the sour cream and onion powder. hahha. so funny. her hair is gonna start falling off man.

hahaha. can u believe it. i've spend like half of my day at home doing nothing, and i mean nothing. i should have gone shopping la, better than doing NOTHING at home.

Howdy, Happy Mother's Day!

2007-05-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

so many things occured last week.

First and foremost, i wanna thank everyone for the birthday celebration. i wanna thank my best friend, weiqi. if not for her, i wont be living on this earth already, i'll just die la. and thanks everyone for the jennifer lopez perfume, for the cake, for them to be there to celebrate my birthday. Thanks Weiqi lots for coordinating everything and giving me a surprise! hahaa. a task to complete? sure? lols. *weiqi, u get what i mean. ohh ohh, thanks darling for the birthday celebration. i really appreciate it, i love you lots and wanna spend the rest of my birthdays with you.

Next up would be the SYF. After all the gruelling days and nights of practices. we had our SYF on 10 May 2007. Well well, we managed to clinche a silver? personally, i felt that was quite disappointing cos i think we deserve more. We weren't that bad, i bet there was something wrong with the judges ear. i feel very disappointed and sad cos i guess we've disappointed our conductor because he was hoping for a Gold or even a GWH. All his schools that participated in SYF this year managed to get at least a Gold and i think we just lose his face by getting a silver laaaaaa! Argh.

okay, now left 2 more major events; CO concert and OCIP selection camp. Now, you and my studies would be the top priorities in my life. i'm gonna stay focus and on track.

there's nothing more i can ask for when i have you around in my life. Thanks love.

2007-05-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

SYF is tmr. good luck everybod! SACO JIAYOU! =D

2007-04-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

Mabel is a happy girl.

in a week time, i'm turning eighteeennnnnn!!!! RAAAA!

good night to you and good night to my bestfriends and good night to the world.

really cool stuff

2007-04-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

you.

2007-04-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

i finally find u and i collide!
It has been a TERRIBLE WEEK! ARGH.
i'm so tired tired tired.
goood nights...

2007-04-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby I love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when I love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn,

The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

2007-04-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

tutorials not done, proposals not done, everything is not done yet. argh.

...^^shang...... says:
hahah study now la..
...^^shang...... says:
i motivate u to study ...
...^^shang...... says:
A levels is tmr !

haha. like it will work? lols. if A levels is tmr, im gonna cry cry cry. haha.
Anyway, im so happy that my class came in first in yesterday's mixed relay.
im feeling lost, will someone set a direction and lead me out of the world that i am living in...

2007-04-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

my life is super crazy now. everything is moving at like 200km/h. i cant even pause to think of whats happening around me and how i'm feeling. the earliest that ive reached home this week is probably 7.30pm? and i seriously lacked the sleep. everyday in class, when the teachers start teaching, my eyelid would start feeling heavy and i would be like soon fast asleep. this cant go on forever... will someone just save me from this trap?

PW results are coming out tmr, odyssey of the mind spontaneous is on tmr. woah. my brain is like woah! in a confuse state. ive been feeling moodless these few days, emotionless to things. darn, i think its cos ive been too tired and busy with OCIP proposal, OM, blah blah blah. whats worst, homework are left undone. After this week when OM ends, im gonna start my engine.

okay, its late. tmr is friday. its friesday. my tum tum is growling. darn darn.

good luck Mabel for PW.
good luck Mabel, Weiqi, Tanya, Huimin, Amanda, Cheryl and JingHao for OM.
good night.

2007-04-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

it has been a very hectic week for me. odyssey of the mind, SYF, everything is like coming up so quickly. argh argh! during this stressful period, i've been spending way too much on food and sacrificing so much for my weight. im like a ballooooonnnnn now! hahaha.

i dont know why, these few days i'm quite short tempered. getting annoyed with the slightest things in life. well well. i think i need some temper control management crash course.

of course, through this annoying period of my life. my best friend has been always there for me and sometimes, annoy me more, lol, just kidding. SUPERDOG! Thanks man!

okay. im going off already. seee yaaa!

2007-03-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

2007-03-06T23:50:00.001+08:00

felt tremors at the photocopy shop.
Maths lesson was disrupted by the tremors.
went to pastamania for lunch.
No H3 and CCA.
went to the pool & swam 10 laps.
hope to burn what i ate at pastamania.
this is how boring my life is.
going to dreamland now.
bye. good night! =)

2007-03-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

2007-02-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

1)Chemistry Spa before we get our results on friday!
2)Chinese and PW results are coming out on friday!
3)Block test is coming up in 2 weeks time!

my life is getting more and more exciting. exciting things are starting to happen! hahaha.

i love my bestie most, though she always calls me fatty bom bom rolls down the stairs, but still, i love her! =) hahahha.

Good nite everyonee!

2007-02-21T22:56:00.001+08:00

terrible terrible day.

2007-02-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

2007-02-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

happy CNY!

2007-02-18T00:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! =D

happy cny!

2007-02-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

today is chinese new year's eve and tmr is cny! so exciting! hahaha.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

guess what happened yesterday, i had a good leg exercise man. Accompanied Tanya to get her cny clothes. We travelled from Chinatown to cityhall, from cityhall walked to suntec, from suntec walked to bugis. We shopped from around 12 plus till 8.30pm! Haha. it was terrible man, my leg was like almost NUMB! haha.

i fell asleep last night without brushing my teeth. =X

and... Thanks love for the royce chocolates. =D

i am yours.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN!

2007-02-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

guess what? CNY is coming and its the time where we're gonna collect angbaos again! im sooo soo excited can! sometimes, just cant contain my excitement! hahas.

can u believe it, im tidying my room while typing this. wahhh.. and also, im going to the market with my mum at 4am tmr! yipeee. then i'll go to school for cny performance. then after that im going to chinatown and out with tanya to get her new year clothes then go to keith's hse. wahh. this is hectic, i'll be running about, but i guess it'd be fun!

okay. i'm quite tired to continue blogging. see ya guys! happy CNY! =D

happy valentine's day.

2007-02-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's DAY! =D

2007-02-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

A Shoulder To Cry On

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

Happy New Year, 2007!

2007-01-01T02:18:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! =)

Merry Christmas!

2006-12-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everybody! =D

perfect guy

2006-12-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets4
-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you'rewith yourfriendskeep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more,deny it.fightback
15-when her friends say i love hermore than you,deny it. fight back and hug her tightso she cantget toher friends. it makes her feel lovedAre you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say i love youwhen youseeher
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THEWAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!..
20 u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. youbuy HERstuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things canstill helpwe might deny it but we actually likeand kindawantyou to get us things
26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in themorning and tellherhave a good day at school/work, andhow muchyoumissher
30-be there for her when ever sheneeds you, &evenwhen she doesn't need you, just bethere so she'llknow that she can always count on you
31. Hold her close when she's cold andshe canholdyou too.
32. When you are alone hold her closeand kissher.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose;(it will give herthehint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your armaround herandthen she will automatically put herhead on yourshoulder, then lean in and tilt herchin up and kissherlightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave evenjokingly or actlikeyou're mad. If shes upset, comfort herremember this next time you are withher
36. When people diss her, stand up forher.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tellher you loveher.
38. Lay down under the stars and puther head onyour chest so she can listen to thesteady beat ofyour heart, Link your fingers togetherwhile youwhisper to her as she rests her eyesand listens toyou.
39. When walking next to each othergrab herhand.
40. When you hug her hold her in yourarms aslongas possible
41. Call her at night to wish hersweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries andwipe awayhertears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much youlove her.youll never know when she needs just a lil more love

weekends

2006-12-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

so much for exercising, now my muscles are aching terribly. On wed, went for a swim, swam for 8 laps. then on friday, went for a jog with bobo around our school track, jogged for 6 rounds, that makes it 2.4km. i think my muscles are growing, Haha! okk.

On Friday, OCIP team had a gathering at bobo's house and some stayed over. really love the ocip team man, they're like my extended family. but sadly, my best friends couldnt make it, nevertheless it was still fun. didnt sleep the whole night, cos some people was sooo addicted to mahjong and forced me to play mahjong. haha. and my dear ni zhen painted my nails at 4am in the morning. haha. cool right. the night then was still young. hahaha.

hmmm, this weekend, i'll be having pharmacy camp at NUS from 13-15 Dec'06. Sianzzz man. look at the camp schedule, it just bores me to death, theres so much talks. ARGH.

And also, im drowning in my homework. can someone let me copy please? haha. its better than not doing u knoww...

Mabel's in need of help, be kind and help her! =)

nostalgia

2006-12-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

today was a great day.

met up with some of my ocip buddies. went to school early in the morning for publicity meeting. then after that went to PS for lunch. At night, we met up with Mr Seng for dinner. Really miss those days back in Bac Ha man, and boy, when everything is back in Singapore, the people whom u were with in Vietnam didnt quite look the same, take for example, mr seng, he came in long sleeves and all while in Vietnam he wore shirt and berms. haha. and also, Mr Ho, his hair was much untidier in Vietnam and he doesnt tucked in his shirt. Chai Hwei and i came to a conclusion that once we're back in Singapore, we're more image conscious, which i dont know whether is a good or bad thing. well, personally i feel that image is important but we shouldnt over do it.

i miss Vietnam, i miss the kids, i miss the team.

OCIP great buddies

Don't i look cool?

one of my friend at Sao Mai Hotel. i miss him like mad man!

Look at Mr Ho. he isnt supposed to be in the pic.

no comments.

the 4 best friends at Vietnam airport on the last day.

my bestie! =D i love her.

seeing all this pictures, just makes me more nostalgic.

i'll upload more pics maybe another time cos my laptop only has all this pics.

once again, keep coming back to this website if u wanna see nice pics of me and also Vietnam!

i love Vietnam, and i dont mind living in Vietnam in the future.

Loving one and all.

Mabel!

2006-12-03T10:24:00.000+08:00

happiness & love

2006-11-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

tick tick tick, days past, months past, years past. and there goes our relationship. i just felt that there was no love, no care, no everything.

i just felt that its right to end it. and thats what i did. come what may, i'll bare everything and i know, i'm strong enough to bare all this on my own. i'm independent. hehe hehehehehehe.

soo. im gonna start things afresh now. im gonna have back all my freedom. Lalalala.
i know, ive made the right choice. cause i'm Mabel! =)

Anyways... i'm going to Vietnam soon on the 19 Nov and i'll be back on 1 Dec. those who wanna send me off or fetch me u can ask me for my flight details. soo. haha. i wont be blogging during this period of time.

the rain comes down and wash away my tears. im gonna keep myself occupy.

byebye.thats it for now.

Love, Mabel

results

2006-10-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

What's after the exams?

Results. Heres an overview of my results.

GP: E
Chinese: B
Chemistry: A
Biology: A
Maths: B
Econs: B

Well well, my mum wasnt quite happy bout my GP. hahaha.
Crap. im in for bioolympiad and OCIP is drawing nearer and im super busy.
So pardon me if i dont update my blog often.
If u're dying to know whats going on in my life, u can always give me a call and i'll tell you. =)
haha. okk.
ive got to do PW! ARGH!
Byeee.

Exams are over!

2006-10-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

finally, and i mean FINALLY the exams are over.
ive been waiting for this day. haha.
Sorry to the people out there waiting for me to update my blog..
Let me tell u what have the exams done to me: firstly, increase the amount of pimples on my face, secondly, darken my eye rings and thirdly, made me so tired till now i need like 2 days of sleep to replenish back the amount of sleep that i've lost during the exams.

Today was such a busy day. after econs paper, rush to plaza sing to have lunch than back to school for OCIP meeting. haha. OCIP is fun and the people who are in it is what makes OCIP fun. hehe. OH! let me tell u all something! the softball hit my 2 front teeth and i think its gonna drop! HOW. =(

Someone HELP ME! i dont wanna have 2 holes in the front. its uglu. =(

anyway, since the exams are over. im gonna use the precious time for bonding with my friends, especially to catch up with my secondary school friends, first 3 months friends and also, my OG mates. So.. hahah. lets go out and catch up with each and other's life and dont let our friendship die out as it is precious to me. Friends are always the best in life! i just simply love u guys.

okk. im tired. need to get back my sleep.

i hope i'll do well for promos, i hope my babe will too! =)

Mabel's Off to bed! Nights. =D

2006-08-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

i'm going to Vietnam for OCIP! yay...

2006-07-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.

chocolates.

2006-07-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

haha. ok. Andrea wants me to tell u guys about the chocolate incident.
crap. malu la. hahahaha

here's how it goes...
after commendation,
we went to Raffles City for lunch.
After lunch, we stumbled upon a chocolate shop.
oh my oh my. here comes the juciest part. hahahaha.
i stepped into the shop.
glanced at the brown and white chocolates behind the glass panel.
u know how nice is it anot?!? imagine putting it in your mouth. heavenly.
but then again, if i have the money i would buy, but i'm poor! =(
soo. we started asking the guy how much does one cost and blah blah.
it wasnt only me who wanted to it la! i bet Andrea,weiqi,yihui and jeslyn wanted it also la!
so. the guy took out a plate of chocolates for us to sample. haha. i was a happy girl then.
guess what. i took the biggest piece of chocolate amongst them. haha.
And i ate it like really exaggeratingly infront of the guy (which i'm not aware of) and he laughed la. paiseh la.
ok. just then, tanya,cheryl and amanda went up the escalator and saw us. oh my tian ah!
double paiseh-ness!
thats the dumb chocolate incident. (=

2006-07-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello.
ive just changed my blog outlook.
its pretty!
hmmm. today was a super tiring day.
-commendation
-service learning at the Supreme Court
-badminton competition
so tired now.
im super duper rusty in badminton.
dont even feel like holding the racket again.
whatever it is, there's interhouse bball next week.
darn. i was forced to be in.
but nevertheless, i'll try my best.

An update about my results.
i've got triple B.
For Chemistry, Biology and Chinese.
haha. thats all.
satisfied? definitely not.

princess_me*

2006-07-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

exams are over.
Wheee.
now dreading for the scripts to be back!
Fretting time.
Lalala.
im gonna get back bio and chi tmr
and maybe GP!
ok.
i slept at 1am yesterday.
tired.
gonna sleep now.
nitghts everyone.

2006-07-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

oh wells. haha.
exams are in the midst.
last paper to go. hehe.
hmm. so screwed.
ive screwed up all my papers.
i feel so dead.
who cares.
hahaha.
its just CTs!
darn.

2006-06-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

lalalala. damn. school's reopening like soon in a few days time. crap. feeling ambivalent about it. on one hand, i still want my holidays! why is it ending so quick. its like yesterday was just the start of the holidays and tmr, im going back to school kinda thing. its too fast for my liking. on the other hand, i get to see my friends. yepp.

my gum is aching, my stomach hurts. i just dont know whats wrong with me? woke up this morning with all this pain and gonna sleep with it again tonight. i hope it'll disppear while i sleep tonight. go away pain. u made me suffer for the whole of today.

"To the world, you might be one person, but to me you are the world."

dont know where i've seen this phrase. but i love it.

to me, you are the world!!

i dont wanna go to school. but what to do?

princess_me*

2006-06-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

my piece of heaven.

It wasn't that I got lost,

so that you would worry

I just didn't have a place to return to..

The dance of water puddles..

The sound of the rain on the window..

love is an illusion

2006-06-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

Guys are selfish, they dont have a mind for a women, all they care are their friends, hobbies and everything but not their girlfriend.

well, i dont feel like ranting or what. im just. bored. fed up and what got you. if u're not fated together, u shouldn't force to get together. no happiness. seriously. no happiness, just utter disappointment, one after another.

well, ive decided, the only person u can trust is yourself. lalala! i love myself. whee. guys sucks, they're just desperate. and when they have a girlfriend, they take them for granted.

Love is an illusion!

i love being a princess in my own world, in my own home and my own life. whee whee.

princess_me*

2006-06-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

This is the story of a girl,

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looked so sad in photographs,

I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...

How many days in a year?

She woke up with hope but she only found tears!

And i can be so insincere,Making her promises never for real!

As long as she stands there waiting,Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes!

How many days disapeer?

When you look in the mirror so how do you choose?

Your clothes never wear as well the next day!

And your hair never falls in quite the same way!

But you never seem to run out of things to say!...

This is the story of a girl,Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looked so sad in photographs,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...How many lovers stay?

Just to put of with this shit day after day!(the last line was changed to to put up with every day and all day! for the music video)

How did we wind up this way?Watching our mouths for the words that we say.

As long as we stand here waiting,Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose!How do we get there today?

When we're walking to far for the price of our shoes!Your clothes never wear as well the next day!

And your hair never falls in quite the same way!But you never seem to run out of things to say!...

This is the story of a girl,Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looked so sad in photographs,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...

This is the story of a - girl!

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!

And while she looks so sad and lonely there,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!...

This is the story of a girl!

Her pretty face she hid from the world!

And while she looks so sad and lonely there,I absolutely love her,When she smiles!When she smiles!

2006-06-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

bawahahaha. a week just flew by. one more week to school re-open. im in my holiday mood. i should indulge myself in this mood more. hehehehehehe.

i went shopping today with weiqi! lalala. it was soo fun. bought a belt, ear rings and those kinda slippers, no idea what u call it. yeah. those pretty slippers that i simply love. =) we travelled from far east to taka to wisma to centrepoint to shaw centre and back to wisma! ta-daah! haha. far right. now then i realised that i've travelled a fair bit today. poor legs. hahaha.

i declare bankrupt. spend like $50 plus today. crap. this whole month i've spent aprrox. $300 on shopping la. can u believe this?!? can someone save me. i dont wanna end my shopping career just like this!!!!

i feel so bad la, didnt turn up for the OG bbq. sorry guys. =( will go out with ya some other time yeah.

thats my son. cute right. ;)

princess_me*

2 more weeks to the end.

2006-06-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

countdown: 2 more weeks to the end of June holidays.

i feel super screwed. common test is coming up and i've not studied yet. crappyness. i've not played enough and all....

2 more weeks, i'm gonna make myself study, i dont know how but i will.

oh, i had 4/7 gathering on last thursday and met up with all my ex-classmates. i miss them so so much. sometimes, just spending your night with girls is just simply awesome. actually, we spent the whole time just catching up with one another and all. i miss them TRUCKLOADS.

2 a.m. and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I'll just play my part

And pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can't make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'd give our dream just one more chance

Don't let this be our good-bye

princess_me*